I've seen all of these writers taking down their fanfics and such on Toby. I understand Kastoway wanted him to be taken out so he can use Toby for something. But I do believe that he understands Toby is insanely (joke intended) popular and won't be forgotten. I still make fanart and creative writing writing with Toby in it, I believe that it'll be okay as long as someone doesn't try to copy and paste Toby's story back up on the official Creepypasta website. I'm sad some writers took him down though. Toby is precious. (no i'm not a fangirl I just happen to relate to Toby life ways more than any other pasta and felt a connection between my oc and him as friends. not romantically. my oc mishap may be a panromantic lesbian but she still prefers to be romantically involved w/ girls than men)
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I don't idolize them I've always been drawn to horror stories and such my whole life. And yeah I need mental help we all do. Not every creepypasta fan believes they're real. I can openly say they are completely fake and made for horror junkies entertainment. The Slender Stabbings was younger children, impressionable children (may I remind you one had schizophrenia and also was the one who stabbed the friend) believed they were real. I am a 17 year old, I've been in this fandom for 4 years, and not once was I convinced they were real. I found comfort in the fanon fanfics written about because how I can relate to some of them including Toby. I was alone and needing comfort so I turned to people who couldn't judge me because they are FAKE. I get it Toby is a serial killer I'm not naive to that. But in fanon he's a loving carefree waffle loving soft boi and that comforted me. I have a substance addicted parent as he did. I lost people I've loved over the years to natural causes/accidents/ and suicide, I may not have tourettes or CIPA but I do have manic depression, BDD, anxiety, and ADHD. Toby was someone I felt a connection with in fantasy as a younger teen and through the years I've grown aware of how stupid and innocent it was but I'm not embarrassed to say I wished he was real. Because he was a grown man he understood how I felt and could the loving father figure I don't have anymore. It is not delusions or childish it is pure innocent longing for something I knew I'd never have.